Again I am very sorry you are going through some tough times but as you said, God is pretty much in control. And we must continue to remind ourselves this point even though we want so much to be in the 'KNOW' on everything that is planned ahead of us.

I am struggling GREATLY because my patience on waiting for my husband's orders to come through is just draining the life force out of me. I try not to think about it or worry or anything for there is so much good things going on not only with the magazine projects but also with my two children that I am really enjoying myself with. BUT... The ever lingering haunting wisper of the Evil one is constantly trying to dishearten me into beleiving that our rent will not be paid and the advertisement support for the projects won't be enough to have a successful event.

But I pray all that away and turn to the scriptures and God has been pingin on us hard the 3rd chapter in the book of Ecclesiastes. So I encourage you as well as anyone else reading this post, when the struggles come and your heart is just crying out to the Lord, open it up and get spirtiually fed.

It may not be the answer you want but it will be enough to get you through your strife until the next time that devilish snake rises up it's disgustful head at you once again.

I love you much and keep you in prayer as I do ask you keep us in your prayers too as we lean on one another through our circumstances.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO